coincidental meeting?

so today i initiated two small conversations with two people in class. it seems stupid--i know but it's a huge step for me. the small crack on my shell is slowly growing. but you never know, i might have other armor underneath. bleh.

*on another note--the anniversary of the day i was born is tomorrow, it would be pretty gravy if i could just skip it & float around where time hangs out waiting then come back on friday. i'm paranoid that no one will show to my little my birthday picnic soiree on saturday.
english class was depressing tonight; one word--Hemingway.

wow, this sounds like nothing interesting ever happens to me (which is more than likely true) but this guy, which our meeting may have been coincidental. but i tried selling him a book online & then i realized i have for class & he sits right smack in front of me. so on monday he waited after class for me, aww. then today he flaunted the book i need in front of my face. ha ha, good times. anyhow, i waited for him to get outta class after i got outta math & then i got caught up with an old friend. then people decided to flood the hall and cover every crevice. but ima trooper & made my way to him; it was an obstacle to get to him. then i hesitated, rethinking of what i should do. i had no idea why i waited for him?? then i just touched him on the shoulder & we just chatted a bit & now we're sharing books. =)

another thing i noticed about mr. Neal is that he has the most gorgeous eyes i have ever seen. they have a simple shape to it, they're not too big, but the color is fantastic. they're like a shade of purple-grey, i couldn't stop gazing into his eyes.

blehhh, the beginnings of a small crush?? ha