convulsions on the dance floor

seeing as no one reads my blog, it's nice being able to throw out what i think with out a response, but actually i need feedback but blehh.

this past friday, i went to ledisko here & wanted to cut loose & have fun. but at first it was horrible cause everyone i was with was bummed so it kinda got to me but it wasn't my fault; i wanted everyone to dance & have a good time. but of course as celluloid goes--we ended up having a great time. we were dancing or at least what could pass for mild convulsions on the dance floor made for pretty interesting entertainment.

a friend & i saw this guy who looked lonely & wanted to dance. so i asked if he'd like to dance with us. ha, he turned us down but it didn't matter. it felt good to actually be able to go up to someone random and ask them something or just talk. i wish i could be just a tad bit more outgoing like i used to be.

but that night, my inhibitions were on vacation and i suspect when they come back, there'll be a lot more indifferent to my spontaneous side. now i think i'm able to actually be a bit more social & not so paranoid of the human creature. i feel a slight difference but that could just be the crack. =)