kitty kitty bang...Bang!

my kitty has been missing since Thursday. i really miss her & i hope she comes back soon. so i went to the animal shelter after i got outta class today, this man was showing me all the cats that they had there. oh man, it was really depressing. poor kitty's, i wish i could've taken them all back with me but you know. i especially wanted to save the ones who were going to be put down first, then all the fat ones! i love fat cats; they're so adorable!

and an update on my trying to be social-- i actually have been a bit more social now, it's crazy. i talked to this cute guy i have for class, he wants to buy a hat but thinks that he won't be able to pull it off 'cus he's asian. trust me, he can pull it off. then i danced with a few strangers at lediskoi'm talking more to the 3 people that sit around me in history. man, Mr. mellinger is awesome! i'd love to cross-country with him. he's a really cool hip old man.

eeep! the Coachella 3-day passes have all sold out! so, we're trying to get a 1-day pass for friday, that's when Interpol play!

Cookie, Brenda & i have decided to go to Scottsdale for spring break to visit Vanessa. i really hope this goes down. i want to see which place would be better for me to continue my education. U of phoenix looked pretty good. as did unm, nmsu, northwestern, bu & emerson. hopefully i can keep my GPA up. if i can't pass math with at least a high B, i'm dropping it =\ hopefully it won't come to that.

v-day post show

Valentine's as usual was uneventful. =\ i didn't get upset or lonely as much until i took nora to walgreens. everyone had somebody. but why is there a mass holiday dedicated to prove to someone how much you love them? shouldn't that be a year-long thing? oh, this guy that sits behind me in gov't surprised me with a valentine card. it was so cute; very unexpected. i thought he didn't like me.

yay! sxsw is almost upon us & my town is going to get all the influx of bands coming through here! yippee! after sxsw is coachella! holy effing moly! can't wait for that either. if only i weren't poor.....[cheap knock-off "it's a wonderful life"]

i still can't wait for INTERPOL to play. man, this is going to be so effing awesome. i really hope it turns out to be an incredible experience!!!!

--anyone want to go on a road trip with me??

birthday roundup

so last night i had my little shindig veggie bbq at my house and man did it get crazy. well since i don't like parties or eat meat i was already cursing foreshadowing! but it was alright until people i had no clue who they were showed up, good thing they left early. everyone seemed to be having fun & dancing; pretty cool.

cookie backed into Marilyn's car & left a huge dent, funny thing was that it was 5:30 and she wasn't even drinking when it happened. i felt bad 'cus it seemed that pops & his girlfriend weren't having any fun =( (i blame it on the drunk people)

anyways, i still want to have a picnic with close friends at the park & play baseball. but seeing that i have a lack of "real" friends and we're not really in shape for some baseball. eh, it should be fun. so this whole thing trying to get over my paranoia little by little with people seems to be working out, well i don't know, i haven't had any interaction with people that i don't know, so yeah.

i want to travel somewhere...but the questions who, when & where come to mind.

post birthday celebration

so last night, my birthday was lame again, like every other year. but man i started tripping out bad. big-8 danny came over so we could watch "what the bleep do we know?" but yeah, my paranoia got to me & then i settled down & everything was right with the world. heh. Then i put on Interpol!!! shiite! amazing, they are worth more than 250+ i really want to see them! i've never had a bad trip so this was insane! thanks Interpol for the soothing noise! mmmmh

eep! tomorrow is my birthday picnic shindig type thing & i'm nervous that now one will show, granted i only invited less than 10 people. but still.

i'm starting to enjoy texas a lot more thanks to my political science teacher. he's really interesting. and funny in a monotone-expressionless-ben stein-voice way.

i don't know what the hell i was on tonight but i can't control myself or thoughts. it's kinda liberating and nice. i'm really trying to get over some fears & blah! so hopefully i'll be able to.

i suck at math! i need a tutor! =\