fixations

so, i'm chatting with Pops and he thinks radical ideas have been implanted in my head. well that may be true-- i'm just a severely paranoid person. he also wants to be with someone already, that was way out of left fields outer field. i'm not saying i don't wanta be with somebody, it's just that it's not as easy as everyone makes it seem. it just seems that everyone i know wants me to be with someone already. it's pretty weird. well, i don't know very many people so it's just my mind exaggerating things trying to make things seem crazy and weirder than they actually are. i don't know why my mind always tries to find flaws in things & fixates on minor details. ehh..

man, i love INTERPOL! i'm really looking forward to their new album. i wish i could see them at Coachella. =( man, i hate being poor & friendless. it really sucks. i should really try & make an effort at making friends. i don't know why it's so hard....




mmm, Blubby (Paul Banks) & Carlos D. could very well be the hottest men alive! Carlos and his bones! jeez! that man is beauty & Blubby with his words & voice! he is beauty undefined.....