i went to court on Friday & all i have to do is go to a 6 hour alcohol awareness class. i'm so glad i didn't have to pay the 200 something dollars. a week before that we got Humphrey, our new kitty, he's so adorable and can't jump very well, it's cute.
i've been having really strong feelings lately, scary ones. i don't know but i'm so afraid of dying. i feel that it's near and i don't want to die. i'm really scared. it hits harder at nights. i think i've been driving myself crazy each night, i lose control sometimes & start crying or get really angry. i can't even focus, everything is speeding then pausing all of a sudden & my mind is going 20 different places at the same time & it's scary. i don't want to end up crazy either. maybe i'm just overreacting.
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