18 June 2007

a name, a name, a name?

so earlier i talked with my dad, which is interesting because i hardly see him much less talk to him. i don't know why i don't feel as close to him as i should; maybe it's cus i didn't really see him much growing up or remember things w/him in involved. for that matter i don't remember much of my childhood-- hmm? i'm glad i talked to him, i love him. i also got to talk to my littler half sister, Ale. she's already 4, all i remember is a baby being held by dad's new wife.

my little half brother, Ceasarin is a really smart kid. he's only 11 and already he's getting requests for special science & math conferences. my dad said he's very intellectual and he also has an offer to go to the white house. i'm trying to egg him on on doing all this for him, he has a really good chance at getting scholarships & have a set future w/out having to worry about finances.


he got a letter to go to a conference in Massachusetts, if anything, i want him to definitely visit there! i want him to have every opportunity he can get. i wanta see him succeed in every aspect of his life. i told my dad that i'd go w/my little brother to his conferences if they can't go or any other reason. i want to help out, you know? hopefully i can.

on another note, i feel weird about what to call them, my other siblings-- half-bro & sis, Ale & Ceaserin. i feel weird calling him Ceaserin even odder saying Ceaser, i don't know why but it just sounds weird when it comes from my mouth. i want to have a closer bond with them.

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