near tears

Marilyn & i got an apt in Tempe this past weekend; 2bed 1bath. i was hella nervous about it when i was signing the contract, i was almost backing out but i guess it was just the biggest thing i've ever done for myself. we move in sunday July 15. i need to start packing & getting things ready. i'm not really as nervous as i should be-- i suppose it hasn't hit me yet. i only regret not doing more things here in EP that i should have. oh well, we all regret things, i'll learn.

i was frustrated parts of the time going over there & coming back, i wasted about $200 on gas, i was just angry that i was the only one paying for gas & practically everything. i understand though. now i don't mind as much.

Humphrey got declawed & neutered last wednesday. my poor innocent kitty! =( right now he's limping, it hurts him to use one of his paws; it hurts me too. =( hopefully he'll get better soon & fast.

i saw my Dad last week as well, it was nice, i almost wanted to cry a lot of the time. at some points my eyes began tearing. =( i hate feeling sad. i saw my little sister for the first time in years, since she was a baby wrapped up tightly. it's crazy, she's tall for a 4 year old. she's going to start kinder in august, i wish her the best of luck. my little bro might get promoted to the 9th grade & he's only 12!